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#1 massey driver ONLINE  

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Posted November 01, 2015 - 08:47 AM

My Mom passed away Friday night so now both my parents are gone.  I never really had to much to do with my Mom , over the years. I didn't think her passing would have left a empty feeling in my Heart , so it's surprising that it has. No matter how I look at it she gave me life so guess knowing that it makes me feel sad. It wasn't that we didn't talk or get along it was more of how when younger she and my Dad split up and left me and two of my Brothers with my Dad. She didn't really have to much to do with us after that so guess we drifted apart. Anyway I guess resentment is more how I felt towards her over the years and never really resolved that. So guess in away that why I'am probably feeling guilty for not seeing her as much as what I did. So today I'am feeling down.


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Posted November 01, 2015 - 09:09 AM

Sorry to hear this! We're here if you want to share more of those feelings.


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Posted November 01, 2015 - 09:18 AM

Sorry to hear of your mom's passing and your inner turmoil. Time will surely help and heal.
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Posted November 01, 2015 - 09:20 AM

Sorry to hear of your loss. Losing a parent is big uptake, no matter the relationship.


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Posted November 01, 2015 - 09:29 AM

Sorry to hear this news . Though she might not have been as close as other mothers were to their children , like you said you wouldn't be here if not for her .
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Posted November 01, 2015 - 09:59 AM

Life can be very difficult at times I'm sorry for your loss.


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Posted November 01, 2015 - 10:17 AM

You have my sympathy. You can walk away from your parent but not your own feelings. Try to concentrate on things that make you feel better.


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Posted November 01, 2015 - 10:30 AM

Losing a parent isn't an easy thing. Add in a few unanswered questions or a couple regrets and it can consume most of your thoughts and energy.

Regardless of all else and any circumstances, you must believe that your Mom loved you and she wouldn't want you to be in turmoil or any sadder than you need to be to heal.

I will pray for your Mom and all the souls that have gone before us. Also a Prayer for you and your family that the healing is as easy as it can be.
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Posted November 01, 2015 - 10:48 AM

Kenny said it well. No matter what relationship you had, it still hurts in its own way. You will need to talk to someone weather it's your significant other or your brother or someone on here. We are all thinking of you and prayers are sent out.
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Posted November 01, 2015 - 11:13 AM

I've been down that path and can feel your pain.  Believe it or not you are doing the right thing by opening up and discussing this.  It always helps to get those feelings out and not bottled up inside.  I would also suggest maybe write her a letter and tell her your true feelings good and bad.  No she won't see it but you will feel better.  If you find you have anger tear up the first letter and write her another one and keep doing it until there is no more anger.  Hopefully soon this will no longer be an issue.  Wishing you the best.


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Posted November 01, 2015 - 11:23 AM

Sometimes we forget that we hurt because we do have love in us (more than we know). How sad t'would be without this blessing. My prayers for you and all your family.
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Posted November 01, 2015 - 11:35 AM

I'm sorry for your loss


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Posted November 01, 2015 - 11:56 AM

Sorry for your loss, time will heal. Noel
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Posted November 01, 2015 - 12:21 PM

I'm sorry for your loss.  People make choices.  As adults, they are more considered.  

 

I hope your feelings heal quickly.


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Posted November 01, 2015 - 12:49 PM

Very sorry for your loss.


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