Today has been un-real. Went out to Dad's to get some of the rolls out there. MF1100 parked in way of wagon, and I new better than it starting, so chained to it, pulled it out of the way, then chained to the wagon & pulled it out. Got 9 rolls down to the farm. Met Teresa. She found a heifer with a calf. This heifer wasn't even supposed to be bred, so she must have slipped through the fence to the bull, then slipped back. So I get all the rolls out & busted up for bedding, then notice I don't see #68 in the dry field. I find her, with stillborn calf. So I now have 2 cows to get up, one with calf. Just finished with getting them in & came in for a break. During all this, Josh comes by to tell us he's going to the doc. Now he has a fever. I think I'm gonna lose my freaking mind! I'm still sick myself, and all this. It's been since back in October before I've really had a break from anything. I'm on my laptop now because my PC laid down this morning too. It's getting way past crazy around here.
No matter, I still have to feed silage in a few, then get the cows in to milk. No idea if I get my day off tomorrow or not, but I'm not counting on it, as I can't count on anything around this place.
Life sure hasn't been fair around here for some time now. I keep saying how I gotta just keep on keeping on, but I just don't know how much more I can stand. Dad has at least 2 more weeks before they will even think of releasing him from rehab too, so that is also on my mind. If I'm sounding off too much, just let me know. I'm just sick, tired, worn out, and worn down.
It Just Never Stops!!!